Feelings

Hmm...
now is 10.41pm
today I no have go to the college
because the underground of lab cleaning today,
so the class was canceled...
And then, i back to my house in klang...
Today was boring ,
nothing to do,
just playing games,
wacthing movies and something else...
And me also got chatting with friend in msn,
but actually not much people chatting with me...
only 2-3 of them,
is that no people like to chatting with me??
or they hate me,
lazy talk to me,
think of me always talking something all is buushit?
sometimes I will thinking me is lonely..
nothing people will love me..
I just make people hated on me,
better dun talk with them,
just make people feel lousy to me...
In long time ago, when I still in secondary school,
when resting I will go to the stairs around the football court
or under the tree,
sitting down there taking some leaf and ripped to pieces
reapeating until resting time over...
I think no people will care about me ....
sienzzzzzzzzzzzzz